off the world.

i'm back from china.
still considering whether to post the 200++ photos
firstly, it'll take hours for me to post it,
secondly, i doubt anyone will be that free to view it.
so must see if i got that patience.
it's a fun trip though.
experienced many stuff that i've never experience before.
i suddenly felt that as if i don't belong to this world anymore.
everything seems so distant.
like i'm just a thing that nobody actually care for.
things just went the way that i never expected it to go.
and all the troubles just flew back.
i'm like trapped in a box that i can never escape.
watching things and events go by without being involve in it.
nobody notices my presence.
and thats the sad part.
P.S. it's hard to forget, painful to remember.