tears huh.

today's lessons are boring.

went for odac meeting after school.

and home-d with ruixian.

thats how boring my life is.

somehow, it just feel weird and i feel out of place. idk why. i hope that things had never went that way. i never felt like this before. mayb it'll be better for me and for us. it matters more than what i thought it does.

P.S. i don't know. mayb i don't even wan to.