we'll shut it down.

cool huh, i think so too. can't believe i'm inside there. the entire sec 3 ODAC is inside there.

chinese paper was hard.
making me fall asleep.
i felt like just putting the pen down and sleep.
and standing up to stretch.
but obviously i can't D:
the entire hall will stare at me.
and tution was entertaining, very.

11 more days to go.
wootsxz :/

P.S. that feeling gushes back again

a good start.

english paper over luh.

12 more days to go.

wootsxz :/

P.S. it's hard to make yourself seems like you are needed

这就是爱吗

你確定這就是愛嗎
真的愛我嗎
手牽著手漫步斜陽　就當作浪漫

兩個人眺望遠方
以爲愛的晴朗
當我回頭望　卻　已淚濕了眼眶

當夕陽變成星光　當愛情換了方向
你一如過往　對愛太緊張
但未來又會怎樣
未知的明天總讓我徬徨
誰給我力量

我不怕你　愛不愛我　
只害怕你　以為愛我
抓緊我　不算擁有　你總學不會放手

我不怕你　不懂愛我
只怕你　把習慣　當作愛
你猜不透　我要什麼

喔　你猜不透　我要什麼

the controversy.

i studied for a couple of hours.
isn't a lot but it's satisfying.
i finished up my physics, geography, e-maths during this weekend.
haven't touch on my english yet even though its english paper tmr. d:
it was mid-autumn festival yesterday,
played candles with the people that i use to play with since i was young.
and i burned my finger D:
very long never play with them luh.
the familiar scenes came back suddenly.

good luck for your EOYs! =]

P.S. I use to act without thinking, and i've to bear unwanted consequences. Now I think too much before acting, and I achieve nothing.
P.P.S. What's happening outside doesn't show what's happening inside. Therefore, don't judge a book by its cover and don't judge a person by how he/she behaves.

the inevitable change.

Everyone grows up and changes, you can't stop yourself from changing since you don't even know that you are changing sometimes. It's easier to change when you have no knowledge that you are changing, in another words, it's harder for you to change if you are purposely doing it. No matter if the change is good or bad, changes will still cause discomfort to you yourself and the others around you. There is simply nothing that can be done except accepting the discomforts and live with it as it will just vanish as time passes.

(just a random thought after talking to ruixian about people changing.)

stayed in school today till 5 plus 6.

went for lunch and then had tuition with MR ANG.

the tuition lasted 2 hours and i benefited a lot.

the 2 hours feels damn short.

i didn't waste my day YET.

since idk if i'm going to study later.

see how my mood goes. =]

P.S. the growing up process hurts a lot as you experience many changes.

did this out of boredom.

hahas. got to go study AGAIN. D:

exams next week, but i'll stil continue to blog to keep it alive and keep myself from dying of boredom. =] if i don't blog, it means something BIG happen.

the real me is hidden deep under my skin.

Its thursday. I don't want it to end as it means that exams are coming. Exams are just next week and I'm not ready. I'm worried, I'm scared, I'm nervous. Even though another part of me wants it to come earlier so that I will get over this shity period, but I still can't get over the fear of exams, the fear of not acheiving what I want. Maybe I'm just too stress up, but its just how I feel and what I experience in my mind. x:

I thought that i was the only one feeling that _________, but hey, it isn't. I was very mindful of it at the start, but as time passes, it doesn't really matter anymore. They are also not my only _______. So I'm just gonna get over it and live my life normally and happily. All it matters now is what I already have but not what I cannot have.

P.S. 1st paragraph and 2nd paragraph - no link.
P.P.S. happy childrens' day.