Sunday, January 31, 2010

news.

shopping!
went bugis on sat with huisi, xinying, weepin and chinyue.
went far east today with isabel, valerie and jiayi.
bought:
1) an overall
2) a T-shirt
3) 2 shorts.
4) a watch
5) a belt
6) a wallet
7) a pair of shoes.

i have a mosquito's bite on my face. D:
andandand the bruise on my arm is getting bigger and its a little swollen. D:

P.S. energy drained.

Friday, January 29, 2010

my wishful thinking.



i'm tired of studying already.
my life now is just study study and study D;

had ODAC today.
its quite slack cause there nothing to do except move kayaks.
so it ended quite early actually.
but as usual, we always drag and drag and drag. :/

i'm going shopping for CNY clothes tmr and the day after tmr. yay! Hope that i can buy some clothes successfully.

P.S. i still can't accept the fact. mayb because i don't want to

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

over-estimation.

its scary how time flies.
it seems that school just started but january is ending already.
it woke me up. telling me that i cannot dream anymore.
i've to start preparing myself for the O levels already.
whenever i look at people working very hard, i feel very scared.
cause i feel that i can never be as good as them.
will i really be able to cope with studies.
i reallyreallyreallyreally NEED to work veryveryveryvery hard.

P.S. i'm really very scared.

Monday, January 25, 2010

deception.

bake cookies over the weekend.
it is damn tiring but it is all worth it.
made many delicious cookies.
wanted to go play pool today but in the end never.
went home very early today.

P.S. don't make me wait.

Friday, January 22, 2010

一个像夏天一个像秋天 - 范玮琪



had ODAC today.
it's a tiring and boring day.
cause have to go through the team building games over and over again.
now my throat is hurting like shit.
this is the outcome of excessive talking and shouting.
i'm going to bake cookies tmr!
but i think i have to avoid it cause i don't want my throat to suffer even further.
gosh, its damn pain.
have to restraint from talking to preserve my voice.
so don't be surprise if i lose my voice on monday.

P.S. surprisingly.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

promises.

i swear that i'm going to concentrate on nothing but my studies now.
i'm going to get my A1s no matter what.
there are still manymany months to go.
but time is passing veryvery quickly.
i'm aiming to get into a good JC.
i'm aiming to get a scholarship to go overseas to get my degree.
i know i may seem very dumb to aim so high up.
but i'm going to try my best.

P.S. help me. i can't do this on my own.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

opinions differ.

匿名的好友-杨丞琳


P.S. I NEED study very hard now but i can't help doing AND thinking about other stuff.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

哭過就好了 - 梁文音



不喜歡懷疑什麼 並不表示我沒有感受
看你微妙的變化 慢慢不同 我不是生氣 只是心痛
最討厭被誤會了 但越解釋越覺得難過
你可以說人會變 但不能說 你會這麼做是我的錯

哭過就好了 傷都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著割捨
愛是為了擁抱 為了牽手
不是為了爭吵 為了調頭

哭過就好了 痛都會走的
記憶有限所以它會淘汰壞的
失眠聽歌想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你讓我 長大了

越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣 卻不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某個地方

黃靖倫 - 我的媽



P.S. there are so many things on my mind that i can neither laugh nor cry.

contact.

i have decided that i shall be more kind to everyone around me whenever i can, maybe being more kind will make somebody else's life better. (random thought :/)

today is a pretty boring day.
went home super early cause i got nowhere to go D:

P.S. the answer lies in your eyes. i can sense it.

Monday, January 18, 2010

fated.



P.S. 如果距离是个问题,问题不是来自空间,而是心灵。

Saturday, January 16, 2010


on the low wall.
look at my injured knees D:

it's not history.

100th post!

again and again. i thought it's over already, yet it's not. idk how to look at it and face it. even though it's pretty expected. I'm going to forget everything. i'm just going to focus on my studies and nothing else. just hope that i can.
P.S. you. suck.

Monday, January 11, 2010

i don't know how.

there are 2 major events that happened today.
firstly, i took my height and weight.
andandand i'm happy that my weight remains the same and i grew taller!
secondly, i took back my O level chinese results.
i was very nervous and scared and worried throughout today.
i thought i won't do well in it.
and even though i've got something that i didn't expect.
somehow, i don't feel as happy as i thought i'll be.
i feel very empty instead.
looking at those who didn't make it,
idk what to do to make them feel better.
i feel very useless.
P.S. talents.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

photos.

jessica house, i wasn't there. overseas that time. D:

christmas tree.

at orchard on christmas eve.

christmas lightings.

313@somerset

inside the christmas tree.

christmas tree.

ion toilet.

takashimaya.


christmas tree.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

dead or alive.

yay. my comp is finally fixed.
i don't have to use that laggy comp anymore. :D
i'm suffering from muscle aches and blisters cause of yesterday.
thats what you'll get from hanging and prussicking for damn long.
roar.
friday was a tiring day.
or should i say it was a tiring week actually.
it is only the first week and i'm super tired already.
how am i going to survive the next few terms.
it's been a long time since i actually treasure the weekends.
the days that i can actually stay at home and just do nothing.
i'm going to get really busy D:

P.S. now i know.

it's time to face it.

i'm going to get my results on monday! D:
i have no confidence at all.
i'm afraid that i won't be able to continue HMT anymore.
i'm worried, i'm scared, i'm excited.
it'll be so hard for me to fall asleep tmr night.
roar.
i know that what's done cannot be undone.
but i'm really very scared.
i really really want my A1.

P.S. there is nothing i can do right now.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

time.

it's only the 3rd day of school and i'm suffering already.
i'm super tired and super looking forward to the weekends.
this week feels like eternity.
i didn't know that school can be that boring and tiring.
gosh, i don't like sec 4 life.

P.S. roar. it's hard

Sunday, January 3, 2010

it's time.

OMG. it's school tomorrow.
it means that i've to start studying for O's already. D:
idk if i'm ready to face the life of sec 4,
the intense studying, frequent tests, and piles of homework.
i can't believe that i'm actually excited for first day of school, it's usually fear that i'll experience.
see you guys in school tmr!

P.S. it's hard to believe.

Friday, January 1, 2010

first post of the year.


next year's timetable D:
recess only 45 mins.
and PE is on monday.
HMT got extra lesson. (i don't even know if i can make it.)