it's still the best.

back at home now.

went swimming with my cousins just now.

in the water for 3 hours.

now my nose is suffering cause of excessive water intake.

and i've got tanner! even though not a lot.

i can't believe that i'm flying 6 days later =]

P.S. sorry, thank you.

out of my heart.

still at my cousin's house.
bake cookies in the afternoon.
delicious cookies i tell you. =]
ate at pizza hut for dinner.
its super hilarious i tell you.
a guy at the opposite table had a drink with a spoon and a straw in it.
he started sucking the spoon, thinking why there ain't any liquid flowing out.
he sucked for like 5 secs before he realised about it.
my cousin and I was laughing like crazy. :/
and the whole restaurant is looking. :x
looking at the confessions people are making.
admitting to stuff and saying how they feel.
i doubt that i have that kind of courage.
even though i wan to.
i just can't help hiding.
P.S. 9pm, channel 8, last episode!

photos

last day of bridging at east coast.
cycled in the rain and we were all WET.

last day of term 3.

Your heart is pure, and your mind clear, and your soul devout.

odac meeting/outing on 18 nov (i think, correct me if i'm wrong)






at cousin's house now.
will be staying here for a few days.

P.S. here it go again. D:

hehe

odac bbq yesterday.
met in school at 11am.
waited for ppl.
went to east coast.
decided to go arcade and play bowling since it's raining D:
luckily, the rain stop after that.
started our bbq.
went home at 10pm.
photos next time.

belayed the badminton girls today.
tired.
slept at 12am last night and woke up at 6am today.

P.S. ODAC ppl are all crazy. :/

the world is awesome.

just came back from science centre.
bbq tomorrow.
btw, no more tagboard since i've acheive my aim.

P.S. now i know where i stand.

higher hopes, greater disappointment.

yesterday:
went to play badminton at yio chu kang with qy, yvette, xy and rh.
ruixian came after that.
had lunch at amk hub.
hao zhe came.
wanted to go swimming but it was raining.
played at arcade.
met francine.
and home-d.

going to stay at home today unless going to have dinner outside later.
boring day.
it isn't that special after all.
having headache since last night.
couldn't get back to sleep.
roar D:

P.S. i need to see the dentist.

irritating, annoying, frustrating.

i don't need you to tell me what to do.
i got my own wants and my own needs.
i know what am i going to do.
i don't like people to keep interfering my stuff.
i don't feel the care and concern.
i feel irritated.
once or twice, i can accept.
but hey, you are bothering me almost every hour.
i'm sorry. but i don't like it.
you just make me feel so ________.
and i don't like to be ________.

P.S. i'm craving for goreng pisang. :x

bing bang boom.

i really thinks that my comp got problem.

huge problem.

the screen will suddenly turn very very blur.

i off and on the monitor also no use.

and suddenly will have a blue colour window with lots of words pop out.

and my comp will hang.

damn.

i'm rotting at home.

hasn't been out of the house for 3 days.

i wonder how i survived

i'm dying. D:

P.S. my usual routine sucks.

luck.

stayed at home today again.

i wanna go out. asap.

cause i think i'm going to die of boredom soon.

i've been slacking at home the whole day.

without a motive or anything to do.

P.S. life sucks at home. i wanna go out. (hint hint*)

boredom kills.

somebody tell me what to do now.

cause i'm bored.

and it's raining again. D:

DDD:

nothing. anything. everything.

today is going to be a very very slack day.

stay at home, do nothing.

shall blog again later if something interesting happen.

bored.

P.S. life sucks, mayb not.

yippeeeeeeee.

yesterday.

photos credit to francine!

went to eat steamboat somewhere at geylang with family.

weird place i know.

but my dad say the food there nice.

the rest of the day were spend watching tv and using comp.

tmr is going to be a boring day.

staying at home.

i wanna go jogging tmr morning.

but must see if can wake up anot d:

need exercise luh.

i'm going to be alone on the day that only happens once a year. no celebrations, nothing. not even with my family. don't ask me why. sucky day i think. i'm scared of it.

P.S. i hate __ ______. not a lot though.

raindrops. sunshine.

friday:

last day of bridging.

it feels so weird to not have lessons for the next 2 months.

went east coast with many many people. 12 in total i think.

me, ruixian, valerie, qiaoyi, huisi, xinying, yvette, haozhe, jonathan ong, ruihao, chinyue, joe.

ate lunch at macs there.

wanted to rollerblade but the rental person said that the ground is still wet, cannot skate. D:

so we decided to have some indoor activity.

arcade and then bowling.

i guess that my luck yesterday was not bad.

waited at macs for ahem* after that.

decided to cycle in the rain.

crazy but fun. and cold.

took many many unglamz photos cause hair wet D:

shall post the photos next time.

ate our dinner at plaza sing.

reached home at 10pm.

today:

met francine, ruixian and valerie at ehub today.

watched 2012 that lasted for 2 hours 40mins.

worth the money.

the movie is damn nice.

climax all the way. =]

love it.

went ruixian's house after that

explore here and there, hahas d:

made friends with her brother.

her house is BIG.

and i think her mum very friendly.

i like friendly mother and brother that offer me sweets and chocolates.

P.S. my mood falls with the rain.

sushi buffet photos.

tears huh.

today's lessons are boring.

went for odac meeting after school.

and home-d with ruixian.

thats how boring my life is.

somehow, it just feel weird and i feel out of place. idk why. i hope that things had never went that way. i never felt like this before. mayb it'll be better for me and for us. it matters more than what i thought it does.

P.S. i don't know. mayb i don't even wan to.

save me.

we only had 2 hours of maths today.

me and jessica accompanied jiayi go home grab some stuff since isabel end lesson at 1145.

went back school to meet up with isabel, valerie and ruixian.

took the MRT to plaza sing, met up with qiaoyi there.

ate our lunch at mos-burger.

walked around and spotlight is a very cool shop.

i now then realise since i don't usually go to that kind of shops.

went bugis street after that.

i bought a cap/beret there =]

i'm happy that i bought something.

went iluma after that.

and home-ed.

P.S. question mark? exclamation mark!

shoo.

finally can get my mind off chinese (for the time being D:).

the paper isn't easy, sad to say so.

cause i'm having stomachache for like more than half of the both papers.

suffering there, of course not easy D:

i'm scared that i can't get my A1.

jessica says that i'm having gastric,

i don't usually have gastric.

but i felt better after eating something during the break.

went sushi buffet at wheelock place after the papers.

until now still very full.

many funny moments, made me laugh until stomachache. (jiayi, you should have came.)

i found a chocolate lollipop at marks and spencer at ion just now =]

and the snacks there is seriously =] =] =]. (idk use what word to describe)

i just can't stand it when you told me those stuff. it has always been a sensitive topic to me. i hate it when anyone just talks about it. it'll just make me feel ________ again. :/ i know i shouldn't be feeling this way. sorry to him/her/them.

P.S. get off my mind.

it's tomorrow. :/

chinese O's is tomorrow, i still can't quite believe that it's TOMORROW. it's like 18 hours later. the only thing i'm looking forward to is the sushi buffet with the 306 peeps tmr. hope that it'll be fun. feeling very lazy now, but i don't have a choice, i have to study later. D: i wan my A1.

1 day more.

11 days more. it's weird that i'm actually not looking forward to it.

P.S. good luck. to me and all my friends.

i'm trying not to think about it.

i wish that i have less worries.

i wish that i can stay happy FOREVER.

i wish that i don't have to suffer anymore.

i wish that i can have the freedom i want.

i wish that i don't have to live my life the way others want me to.

i wish that i can delete ALL my memories.

i wish that i can "restart" my life.

i wish that i can face life the way i am.

i wish that i can don't care about anything else.

i wish that i can just disappear like i never exist before.

i wish that i can do whatever i feel like doing.

i wish that i don't have to put up with anything anymore.

i wish that i can... forget stuff that i don't wanna remember.

P.S. don't bother about this post, mayb i'm just PMS-ing.

facing the 4 cold walls.

flag day

P.S. i'm sorry.

it's hard to let go.

went to school on a saturday morning for flag day.

flag day is rather nice actually.

not as bad as i thought it was.

went straight home after flag day.

going to study chinese later.

i'm getting more nervous as chinese O's is approaching.

P.S. mood swing sucks.

i can't take it back.

laughed a lot today.
mayb i'm PMS-ing. hahas.
went to keep ODAC equipment after school.
played basketball with ODAC ppl.
fell down.
my knees glided on the ground cause floor wet.
skin peel off, hair drop D:
now i got one patch of my leg no hair.
and that part is swollen and it hurts whenever i straighten my leg.
damn sad sia.
went to eat lunch after that
and home-d.

4 more days :/
14 more days :/

P.S. i bet you've regretted it. cause i sucks.

look, it isn't there anymore.

celebrated isabel's birthday today.

ate cake, sing song, ate at pizza hut.

bridging is actually very relaxing.

not as bad as i thought it was.

not in a very good mood now.

mayb because of the rain.

or mayb i'm just PMS-ing.

who knows?

P.S. i hate that feeling, it's back again.

Happy Birthday to ICBK!

hey girl.
always stay happy =]
must always smile and laugh hor.
like that then will stay pretty pretty ma.
next year your birthday during O levels luh.
so MUST enjoy now.
sorry for the late present. (i know i still owe a lot people presents)
don't worry, be happy!

meaningful days.

decided to blog since i got nothing else to do and i can't get to sleep.
i've no idea why. i know i'm tired. :/
i didn't bath for the 3 days of the expedition till i reach back to school just now.
cause the toilets are horrible.
i don't even want to step into it.
so everyone in odac smells the same (smell of baby powder + sweat + rain = disgusting)
i survived though, hahas.
even when i ______.
scolded the sec 1s for quite a no. of times.
pmsing ma, can't blame me.
and i don't scold without a reason.
the solo walk was fun even when i'm not the one walking it.
cause i'm in the "bush" with unknown insects, watching one by one walk pass.
sat there for an hour plus.
going to die of boredom but it's a cool experience.
i can barely see my own hand there.
butt hurts. can feel that there are many insects here and there but i can't see them.
it's pretty normal since its pulau ubin.
i hope that the sec 1s will gain something from this expedition.
i don't want the sec3s effort to be wasted.
i enjoyed it a lot.
i miss pulau ubin a lot.
i miss the laughter with the sec3s a lot.
i'm going to bath again and sleep.
goodnight.

P.S. i'm back but it's just the empty shell.

back to the civilise world.

shall skip the details for now.
blog about the details next time cause i'm tired now.
all i can say that this expedition is successful. yay =]

bridging tmr, O level next week.
damn sucky. D:
i'm scared, really scared.

6 more days to go. :/
16 more days. :/

P.S. that's all i can take, don't push the limit.

replenish my energy.

germany.

I've decided to blog more today since i won't be blogging for the next few days.

tmr will be the expedition that the sec 3s put much effort in for the past few months.

i hope everything will go well.

i hope that our efforts won't be wasted.

i hope that this expedition will be a fruitful one.

i hope that the sec 1s will gain something from it.

i wasted my time at home today.

watching tv, playing some lame comp game.

there is nothing else to do except stoning.

and i don't wanna stone.

will make me start thinking.

not a good thing.

P.S. don't dare me. i'll really do it.

the past and the future.

chinese O'level is approaching. i'm scared and afraid. i wan to get my A1 for this as I know that this is most probably the only subject that I can get A1 for. i wan to start studying but somehow i just couldn't get started. i know its because of my laziness but i don't know how to overcome that. i know that i won't absorb anything if i force myself to study but what else can i do. it's even harder to start studying when most of the people around you are in a playing mood.

9 more days :/
19 more days :/

P.S. i'm trying.

follow your heart.

germany.

I'm bored, very piss. Roar. PMS-ing i guess D: tmr got camp, how am I going to handle it manz. I cannot 意气用事but how to not be? idk.

P.S. wish me luck.